A Dark Red Venusian Eclipse in Scorpio

Hey everyone, this is Adam Elenbaas from Nightlight Astrology, and today we are going to continue unpacking this week's solar Eclipse in the sign of Scorpio, which was also conjoined with the planet Venus. I recently had a very powerful dream in which a series of images sort of came before me, and I understood them as related to this Eclipse. And it ended up inspiring the way that I wrote today's talk. I always find that as a content creator, when something like that comes up that it's usually special, and it kind of it has a way of guiding me in the way I'm thinking about whatever planetary combination we're looking at.

So I hope you guys will enjoy this somewhat inspired talk today on the Solar Eclipse in Scorpio, we're going to unpack it kind of from a technical level at first, and then I'm going to tell you about the dream I had. And then we're gonna go into five themes that you can watch for as the Eclipse energy unfolds, not only this week but over the course of the next months. Of course, eclipses do take time to play out. And so elevated horoscopes yesterday, we're going to keep unpacking it today and sort of preparing ourselves for the energy of this Eclipse to make its presence felt in the weeks and months ahead.

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So all right. I'm excited to get into this Eclipse because especially this dream I had. I mean, this was just such a wild and interesting dream. So here is the Eclipse. Let's break it down. We have a new moon solar eclipse now; all solar eclipses happen under New Moons. So I just say New Moon Solar Eclipse so that people understand that the solar Eclipse is taking place at the time of a new moon. Solar eclipses are very, like super powerful versions of a new moon; you have the conjunction of Venus, who's just separating from the cazimi with the sun, at the same time that the eclipses coming through. So they're all lined up, just boom, boom, boom, right in a row. It's a South Node Eclipse. Very interesting.

And so I had this dream about this Eclipse that I'm going to tell you guys about, oh, one more thing I forgot to mention. Sorry. I'm so excited to talk about the dream that I'm forgetting myself here. Here we go. So the other thing that's important to mention is that all of these planets are this line up in Scorpio is in the sign of Mars. Traditionally, Mars rules Scorpio, Scorpio, and Aries in the ruler of the Eclipse is important to pay attention. We have an eclipse in Scorpio with Mars turning retrograde in Gemini. Mars is slowing down gestation and turn retrograde, so we're talking about an eclipse energy that's very Venusian; it's very Scorpionic, it's South Node, and it's Marzy with Mars about to turn retrograde. That's fascinating. It's just a fascinating sequence. So I think that some of the dream images, along with the five themes to watch for, will make sense of some of this, but let me just say a few technical things first.

One is that anytime you have Venus in a Mars-ruled sign, you have a kind of inherent archetypal tension between Venus and Mars same thing of Mars is placed in a Venus-ruled sign like Libra. The planet is said to be in its exile. It doesn't mean that, Oh, Venus is screwed. Venus is bad. It's not a black-and-white thing. It's a dignity that helps us understand a kind of tension. So when Venus is in Scorpio, the lover is dealing with the intense subterranean martial autumnal qualities, depth, power, transformation, emotional intensity, desire, lust, fear, possessiveness, jealousy, and betrayal. These are intense Scorpionic themes that Venus has to, in a sense, confront in the sign of Scorpio, but also the allowing Venus to be powerful like the feminine power, Venus as destroyer goddess, for example, or Venus as an omen of the power of one's libido and desires to be life-giving. There are lots of them, but nonetheless, you can feel that it's edgy. It has an intensity to it. So all of that goes into the planting of a new moon seed in Scorpio, and it becomes this very powerful emblem of change and growth development that will have it will take a while for it to play out because it's all in a Fixed sign. And it's a new moon signature. So these are themes that are going to grow and develop over time with that strong Venus and Scorpio mix behind it.

It South Node like excuse me, the South Node in Indian astrology, for example, would point to otherworldliness, potential forms of escapism or illusion but also a tendency toward spirituality, Moksha, liberation or release from the world through Venusian things, or in a Venus-like way, or pairing those themes together somehow, the release found in tantric lovemaking or the idea of relinquishing sex desires for the sake of storing one's vital energy and shooting out through the crown chakra to the stars. You know, these, of course, I'm just kind of, I'm exaggerating. I know nothing about what these things are actually like. I've never shot out my crown chakra to the stars unless you count Ayahuasca, but you get the idea that there's an otherworldliness with the south node. And that's what I'm really picking up on is that there's an almost spiritual mystical, but potentially illusory or escapist-like quality associated with the South Node in traditional astrology that would be sort of lumped into the meaning of this Eclipse.

Now, the fact that it's in Mars's sign, Mars is in Gemini, about to turn retrograde. So it is as though the change that is happening here is reflective of a new set of desires, right, or relationships are transforming as a person's mind is changing. So you could see, for example, that I'm making changes in relationships, values, desires, and how I pursue pleasure, specifically because my mind is changing, or someone that I know or love is changing their mind about something. So I would connect it to Mars turning retrograde in Gemini by way of saying that whatever is new, whatever new development this, this Eclipse reflects, it is linking back to some, some Mars in Gemini like change, a shift of perspective, a shift of thought, a shift of strategy, a shift of approach, a change of thinking, a change in communication style, something like that. Now, that's a loose connection there; I'm going to be just as surprised to see what this is like, you know, as everyone else. But that's the connection to watch for in.

In fact, if you wanted to look at not only the whole sign house of Scorpio, which we did in yesterday's Eclipse readings, but look at the whole sign house of Gemini and the connection between those two houses. For example, I'll just give you an example from my own chart, Scorpio is in my seventh Mars is in my second. So changes around love relationships and marriage and simultaneously connected to, say, business and finances, while my wife is in the process of redesigning how she's going to be doing her work in her business, which is connected to mind since we own our business together. We were a yoga studio for ten years, if people don't know that. And so the Eclipse in the seventh, along with Mars, turning retrograde in the second, is probably going to reflect the way that she is she's been on sabbatical. And she's sort of redesigning how she's going to be coming back into the world of work again. So that would be a seventh house, second house connection with the Eclipse, showing the new thing along with the revising thing coming from Mars and in the second in my chart. So if that makes sense, it that's just a template to show you what's possible. Look at the place of Gemini as well as the place of Scorpio and consider that the two places are connected right now and in the weeks ahead.

The only other thing I would say is that it's possible with the kind of potential underhandedness of Scorpio, like there's a secretiveness and strong themes of like betrayal. And, for example, themes of spying on people or being betrayed or trust, and not trusting loyalty and betrayal, things like that, along with Mars in Gemini turning retrograde, could we see the loyalties changing somehow, and a flip flop of like loyalties or who we feel drawn to, or attracted to changing, whether it's, you know, like, like romantically or whether it's professionally, or whether it's just also it could be in terms of like, something really mundane and sounds like it's all big, but it could be as simple as like, I don't, I'm not going to watch that news outlet anymore. I'm switching and watching a different news outlet. I'm going to get my media from a different source or something.

I mean, you know what I mean, like, for a lot of people, this may not be the biggest transit in the world, it really depends on your birth chart, but loyalties changing or something like that, a betrayal would be like a dark possibility. But I think I don't; I wouldn't be too worried about that.

You know, in particular, one thing that would come to mind would be something around undefined words, sometimes, what I get are images in my head, and then it's hard to put them into words, almost like going back on something that you've said or agreed to. That would be another thing, but then by doing that, it's because you've decided that you're going in a different direction. And that would probably be, indicated by the solar Eclipse in Venus, like a new relationship forming, but while Mars in Gemini sign in Gemini is about to turn retrograde like, so renege, renege. How does that word go up? Something like that. So where are you, you'd be getting out of a contract, for example, because you found an apartment you'd like more or something. All right, anyway, so I have spitballed enough on all of that.

Let us now take a look at these five themes and this sort of this very interesting dream image. So the five themes to watch for today come from a dream that I had was very clear to me. And I don't know if you guys are like this. But if you study astrology regularly, you'll get to a point where you can tell when you're having an astrological dream, you're like, you spend time thinking about the symbols, looking at charts enough, and suddenly you're like, Yep, this is an astrology dream I'm having, or you wake up knowing that you just had one.

Well, in this dream, I was I had been thinking about and planning for this talk. And then I had this dream. And in the dream, I was like, almost like taking a tour of an ancient like medieval was like an ancient is like medieval, I guess, monastery. It could have easily been a convent, too, because it wasn't. It doesn't matter. So it was like a monastery. And, it was really interesting because in the monastery, there were people like in prayer in these deep states of prayer and reading, and there was this holy sound of chanting, coming, like, all through the monastery. But then I kept noticing that people were asleep in what looked like very pleasant, intoxicated, pleasant, otherworldly slumber. And I couldn't figure out, like, Why were people what was going on? Like, why were people like sleeping, you know, it was all stone and candlelit and beautiful. And they were there were these monks sleeping against the wall, but they looked like peaceful as babies.

And then I found my way into like a cellar, like a, but it was a wine cellar. So in the basement of this monastery, there were like, what are the casks I think they're called casks of wine. They were kind of like barrels. And they were all stored. And they had this beautiful calligraphy on them that it was, I think it was in Latin or something. Anyway, I ended up finding my way through some kind of courtyard after visiting these. And I started realizing that people were asleep because they had drunk the wine. And then I went out into what was like a garden courtyard; there were grapes, like, just grapes, everywhere. And there was this. Like, like, it's almost like, you know, the picture of the happy Buddha, we were seeing the happy Buddha. Anyway, the happy Buddha is like an image of, like, the kind of he's gotta got the belly. And he's like, you know, he's happy. And I don't know if you guys know what I'm talking about. So there was like a friar, almost like Friar Tuck from Robin Hood, or something like that. And he was sleeping under, like a, was like a cherry blossom tree was a very beautiful tree with like white petals. And he was sleeping under it. And he had a bottle of wine next to him, and on his lap open was the Bible. And it was, like, super Dionysian. Like if I had to describe the dream, it was like monks.

But like Dionysian monks or something like that, it was, and it was, so it was so beautiful. And no one was no one cared. Like, it wasn't like, it wasn't like anyone was in trouble. There were some monks who were in rapture in prayer, chanting, and sleeping; there was like a that some were reading, and some were like passed out. And then I found this wine cellar in this courtyard with like grapes everywhere. And in this like tree with white petals and this fryer, like pleasantly asleep under the tree with like a wine bottle in the Bible. And it was so beautiful. And then this, and then this is the really interesting part. So then I found my way back into like the church, and in there were stained glass windows, you know, beautiful stained glass windows. And I looked out through the windows, and there were grape vines like hanging through, and for some reason, I could see it's like, it's not like you can like I grew up in churches with stained glass windows, you can't like go up to them and see through them, right because they're colored and stuff. But these you could see through, and there was like grape vines hanging down from them. And as I was looking out through the, it was weird because there were like biblical scenes on the stained glass, and I was looking out through these images, and I really wasn't paying attention. Like, I couldn't tell you what the biblical scenes were, and I just knew they were from the Bible or something. And I was looking out; there were grapes hanging out over the windows. And I started to see myself looking out through it's hard to explain; it was almost like a crab shell or something. But it was like almost like a shell that was also kind of covering the like, around like framing the grapes, and out through them was just space, like deep space like stars out there. But like space, outer space is what I mean.

And so I had this realization that I was in some kind of monastery in the heart of a star. And that the covering or like, what do you call it, the crab shell thing was like some kind of star-like exterior, like it was like a form that it's really hard to explain. I'm not doing a good job, so I'll just let it go with that. But I was inside some kind of star Cathedral in space, but it was also like medieval Europe, and all these things were happening. And it was one of the most beautiful striking series of images that, you know, you know, those dreams where you're like, oh my god, this is beautiful. Like, how, Where's this coming from? Like it, I was like, sort of like that.

And, you know, anyway, it just really, really struck me well, then I had this restaurant thinking about the wine and like, why that was such a thing. And a lot of images. You know, I know that, for example, the wine that was made at monasteries, traditionally, was made for Eucharist, right? So they're making their Eucharist wine, but also, they were like vineyards, and they would, you know, they would supply wine to people who lived outside of the monastery. And it was just really, really interesting to me when I was like, Why have I started thinking like, Why have I never thought about that bizarre, interesting connection between wine, sort of a Dionysian theme? The dismemberment of Dionysus, the dismembering of the, of the dismembering of Jesus, as in the, you know, these are symbols in my psyche; I grew up in the Christian church, so and, and the idea of, at the wedding, Jesus turning the water into wine, and the sense of communion wine, and I grew up, you know, my mom's side of the family was Catholic. And it's interesting that wine was like a really basic part of their life. My, my wife's family's from Italy, same, they're Italian. So same thing. It really wrapped into the faith in a mysterious way. And it was like this whole, like Dyonesian. It was like, the archetypal level of some of these things was being revealed. And I don't really understand it fully. But it was, it was beautiful.

But anyway, I got struck with how I had been thinking about. I had been thinking a lot about this Eclipse, and then it occurred to me that, you know, there's something about wine and death. You know, obviously, like, one of the things that's happening with wine is fermentation. And so there's this whole and obviously, the connection with wine and death archetypal, or symbolically is, you know, it's ancient.

So then I started thinking about how this Eclipse in Scorpio with Venus, it's sort of like wine. It's sort of like there's an energy behind this Eclipse that is about death and how death makes things beautiful. Or it's about dismemberment or destruction. And how that edgy, destructive Mars-like quality blended with Venus, like new vintage, and I kept thinking about that, you know that that phrase, and it's been set in different traditions, not just the Christian faith, but it's been said about you. I want I'm gonna botch it. What is it? It's the new wine in the old wineskin. Do you know what I'm talking about? Oh, man, if I could just remember that phrase. Let me see if I can look it up. Okay, it goes like this. No one puts new wine into old wineskins. So you, there's something about the transformation of our values of beauty and of death, and how it's like a new vintage that's wanting to be formed in us in our lives. What are we attracted to? What do we love? What do we find compelling where is the pleasure of the soul in our lives? Sometimes, for new wine for a new vintage to be created in us, we need a new container for it.

I've been thinking a lot about those things. After having that dream, and so I couldn't think of a way to communicate all of this aside from what I'm saying right now in terms of what to watch for until, boom, I was like, I'm gonna look up what people have said, like, what are some really wise quotes about wine, and maybe I can extrapolate from them. So I found five really interesting quotes about wine that I think we can use as an archetypal jumping-off point to understand this Eclipse, this Eclipse in the autumnal death, like, you know, the underworld and a sign that's close to death in Scorpio with Venus, you know, and you can think if you want of the slumbering monks in some star temple.

So anyway, number one, this one comes from Samuel Johnson in 1778. "Wine makes a man more pleased with himself. I do not say it makes him more pleasing to others." First of all, that's a hilarious quote. But second of all, what I love about this is if we apply it to the Eclipse energy, I think it has something really powerful to say. One is that there are some transformations, let's call it this, let's say let's use that phrase, the new vintage that's being born in us. It's a Venusian thing. If it makes us more pleased with ourselves but makes us more obnoxious to others. And I could see this; I could see that as problematic, right? Because what we desire in the transformation of desires, it becomes something that's pleasing to us but harmful to others somehow, then that might there might be a warning in what we're attracted to right now. On the other hand, isn't it safe to say that sometimes what we're attracted to that makes us deeply happy? It's naturally going to annoy other people like this? Haven't you ever noticed that if you're really, really happy about something, there's always if you're in a group, there's always like one or two people who are just annoyed on principle that someone else is happy?

It's an interesting thing about wine that we become, you know, and I don't, I don't drink. But I should say, I'm not a drinker, I've, you know, I've always, for many years now, post ayahuasca, and for the last five, I had vows, where I wasn't drinking at all, so, but I'm not like a big drinker. But I think that it's just generally true that if you're drinking, there's a place where you may start to feel really good. And then you have to be careful, like who you're around. Because if you're around people that can kill your vibe or make you feel bad, then, you know, it's not so different from having a bad trip. It's like, okay, you know, you can it can sour, you know, and you don't, you don't want that experience. It's interesting that alcohol has always been compared to spirits. By the way, I'm not encouraging that, people. The danger of doing a talk like this today was that I would be like, Oh, go drink, everyone. And I certainly don't mean that, especially if you have any problems with drinking.

So but it's interesting when you're doing anything that's about satisfying yourself and maybe even getting a little intoxicated with what you're doing and what's pleasing you that you have to be careful because other people around you might get, like, jealous or they might go after you somehow there's something about that feels appropriate for this new moon eclipse in Scorpio with Venus. On the other hand. Again, I think it's possible that desires could lead us into a position that sabotages relationships. So it felt like this was an appropriate quote from the wine gods.

Number two, "wine brings to light the hidden secrets of the soul gives being to our hopes, bids, the coward flight drives dull care away and teaches new means for the accomplishment of our wishes." That's from Horace. I bet you he was drinking when he wrote it. I bet you it sounds like the verse he wrote just before falling asleep under that tree.

But what I like about this is, let's not take wine literally. Let's take wine to be that nourishing, potent Venusian aphrodisiac that thing that comes in and teaches us how to love in a new way. It teaches us how to be creative in a new way. It's life-giving, it's deep, it's transformative. And it liberates us from bondage. But in order to do that, it also it has to push through our inhibitions somehow. So in all of these, listen to what Horace is saying, brings light, something that's hidden, so it's like it pulls something out of hiding. It gives being to our hopes; it somehow embodies hope. It bids the coward flight no you become brave and drives dull care away. So there's this way in which Venus is catalyzing in Scorpio, like follow your bliss, follow your desires, it will make you strong, brave, it will give, you know, bring things out of the dark and empower them. And it will help you accomplish things you wish for but have been repressing. Now confrontation with whatever our inhibitions are. That could be the difficulty of Venus in Scorpio at the heart of a solar eclipse. But you see, and again, what I'm trying to do is just play with what's being said about wine as a kind of archetype or metaphor.

Number three, "wine is a living liquid containing no preservatives. Its lifecycle comprises youth, maturity, old age, and death. When not treated with reasonable respect, it will sicken and die." And this was attributed to Julia Child. But listen to that. Wine is a living liquid containing no preservatives. Its lifecycle comprises youth maturity, old age, and death. When not treated with reasonable respect, it will sicken and die. Can you imagine that what's coming through right now is like a bottle of wine? It has it; it's it. It's no preservatives in it. There's nothing phony baloney. But in order for it to be fully appreciated, you have to let it have some kind of lifecycle. It's funny that it's a fermentation process, in a sense, but it's also comprised of youth maturity, old age, and death. We have to whatever is coming through right now. It strikes me as something that is process oriented. There are two reasons for that one. It's a Fixed sign. Scorpio is a fixed sign for ancient astrologers that meant things that were slow to develop; they took a long time to show their fruit, like wine.

On the other hand, feminine signs were also said to be more organic and process-oriented in the way that they delivered their significations. So you have the picture of something deeply Venusian that's emerging in a process-oriented way over time and slowly. And so I think about this in terms of, there's something about that, that's, that is like wine. And so if we can, even having that image available can help us to carry our experiences right now and let them develop.

And what I also liked about this is that when not treated with reasonable respect, it will sicken and die. So a process, you know, a creative process, has to be tended to because it's a living thing. I think that that is helpful because something about Venus in Scorpio, for a lot of people, they probably just don't want to deal with it, you know, Venus in Scorpio pops up, and you're like, well, this thing that I want or desire, or this emerging theme is complicated. So we don't tend to it slowly, gently, and let it age and bear its fruit over time. Especially Venus in Scorpio, right? Because Venus in Scorpio is, again, it's going to bring up those things that we don't want to look at, the desires that are scary, the things that we desire, that we're drawn to, like a moth to a flame, you know, it's like, oh, it could burn me. But you also have to go toward it somehow, or you'll repress cut off. And, you know, you'll it'll wilt on the vine, you know? So anyway.

So thinking about what we're going through as a living liquid containing no preservatives, its lifecycle comprises youth maturity, old age, and death; when not treated with reasonable respect, it will sicken and die. Now those may also be reflective of where you've already been. And so something may be sickening and dying because it hasn't been loved. It hasn't been allowed to breathe and develop.

Anyway, number four, and this one, gets a little biblical, but it's interesting. This comes from the book of Psalms, which for people who like poetry, I always like to think of Psalms as sort of like the Rumi section of the Bible. But for in the hand of the Lord, there is a cup, and the wine is read. Now that's interesting because theologians have lots of different opinions about things, and I'm not a theologian, but I do have an opinion. So for in the hand of the Lord, there is a cup, and the wine is red. You think about this as an allusion to God holding a cup, and we talked a little bit about this when I was talking about who is the water bearer in Aquarius, for in the hand of the Lord, there is a cup, and the wine is red. Now I think about this as I mean, it's a complicated image. You can say a lot of things about it, but it appears to me It strikes me as a very Dyonesian thing, comparable tonight, not identical, but sort of like Dionysus, in the sense that consummation of this world, and sanctification of this world, in and through the divine spirit, or what you might call the Tao is essential.

And so when I think about this solar Eclipse, with Venus in Scorpio, I think about the way in which the Divine is always making holy and sacred the things of our life, and with Venus, the things that we are drawn to attracted by the things that are attracted to us, and the trying to figure out what is the way of enjoying this gift of creation, without spilling over into some, you know, reckless form of self-gratification. And so, you know, but I'm encouraged by this verse because when I see it, I say, you know, I don't think that in the star monastery up in the heavens, I don't think it excludes the monks sleeping pleasantly after their cup of wine, it apparently includes it. So what I mean by that is not that, you know, God is a drunk, you know, but the God made wine. And so, and again, I'm not I have like, I'm, I'm someone who is walking very much an advocate of sobriety, honestly, for me, because I've seen a lot of people in my life and family, you know, go over the edge and addiction, and I had addiction earlier in my life. So I'm, I really don't mean in this talk to be like advocating, going out and developing a bad habit, that's not what I mean. What I'm trying to talk speak to, though, is the fact that life involves the five senses, that our five senses are an extension of the Divine, and that in and through us, the divine tastes its own creation. And that there's something very beautiful about that. And it also has to taste for it; to taste the beauty, it has to taste the death. And so there's red wine in the cup of the Lord. That's beautiful if you work into that; there's a lot there that's, I think, quite beautiful and relieving somehow, that the Divine is tasting death, in the cup of the Divine is both the beauty of death, as well as the pain of death. And I think wine has always signified that, you know, in many different places in the world, many different traditions.

I have no idea where this comes from other than it comes from Alexander Pope. But he said, "To happy convents, bosom'd deep in vines, Where slumber abbots, purple as their vines." And so I like to think that, you know, first of all, I just, I love that I found a verse that seemed to be almost like a picture image of my dream. You know, I thought that was really cool. But what I also love about this is that here's a picture of happy convents bosom deep in vines were slumber Abbott's purple as their wines. First of all, I love the color purple. So that was also exciting to me.

I think that a sacred life is one of pleasure. The right kind of pleasure, the sanctified kind of pleasure. And that's a walk in a journey. We all have to figure out. I think this Eclipse could be very much about that. You know, I look back at, you know, my journey from early in my 20s addicted to opiates, excuse me, Oxycontin, morphine, methadone. I wrote a book about those things. And I look at the pain that I was in and these painkillers that were really doing nothing but making it all worse. I look now as an adult and how my relationship with pleasure has evolved. There were many years, for example, of celibacy, sobriety, and times of great renunciation. What I find interesting is that some in this archetypal image of the starry cathedral were sacred contemplatives mystics, who were in rapture in prayer, and like liturgy, and texts, and song, you know, in worship, and then there were those who were pleasantly drunk on the ecstatic vines of God. And that somehow both were there, I think it means a lot, that we're, that there's something about this world and our bodies and our desires that are meant we're meant to find a holy place for these pairings. And this is an eclipse that I think brings that tension up between what is holy and what is desirable. What is love, and what is lust? What is, you know, beauty and pain, the desire, nature and desire body alongside the mystical union or rapture with the Divine. Many, many mystics in many traditions have written about ecstatic states as like a kind of lovemaking with the Divine, not that I've ever been anywhere near that myself, you know, but so, I think that's what the wine piece is about.

Isn't it scary at times, if you've ever had for me as someone who used to have addictions, and I've talked to many people in my client work my students over the years, if you've had any run in, with, you know, being able to regulate your own pleasure principle in a way that doesn't tip you over the edge, it can be really, really hard to trust yourself again, or to trust that, you know, that it's okay to seek pleasure? And I think that's, you know, Venus in Scorpio brings up the taboo of that subject. So I was just so I felt filled, I was filled with so much gratitude to have this, this dream cathedral space open up with these images and my prayer, really, in my sort of daily routine, of getting quiet and hanging out with the Divine. My prayer afterward was sort of, like, helped me enjoy in a way that is deep and rich and full, you know, like, like the blood in the cup. It's not about it's about appreciating the strange mix of life that is pleasure and pain or desire and fear.

So, at any rate, I don't feel so centered in terms of I don't feel like, I've been able to articulate all of this as well as I had hoped because a lot of it is just kind of bubbling up from to surface, you know, before but I was like, No, this is really like, fresh and I feel like sometimes as a content creator, better than being completely organized and on top of what I'm saying, it's good to just be organic and just, you know, jump around in the grapes smash him up with your feet.

So that's what I've got for today. I hope you guys are having a great week. I would love it if these, you know, little reflections. If they conjured up images within you, or thoughts within you, or realizations or additional points you think could be added to this, please add them in the comment section. I'd love to see what you guys have to say. I think it's sometimes a community effort to tease out the symbolism that we're that's in the air, and I love reading what you guys have to say, and I often learn quite a bit from your own additions and reflections, so I would welcome that.

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