You were asking about what was happening to us in 2013 in your video regarding the Taurus/Scorpio nodal axis placement back then on your recent YT video.
In 2013 I was coming to terms with having become disabled by ME/CFS , Fibro and Endometriosis. I’d been in mourning about not being able to work anymore for the past decade and I had lost most of my familial and in-law relationships, my friends were long gone, and my marriage was very trying much of the time.
I’d been learning about emotional/verbal abuse which was completely new to me back then and I found out that those of us who are disabled are the most abused in society. I was continually reading books about setting boundaries (for the first time in my life), cutting Ns out of my life, figuring out how to navigate my intense emotions around all these losses, and I had just embarked on working with a personal therapist which lasted for the next 7 years.
In 2013, the collective North Node was in my 12th house and the South Node was in my 6th house.
I’ve gotten much worse physically since 2013, but I’m way better emotionally than I was back then because I’ve learned a great deal about human psychology, how chronic illness affects one’s life in all kinds of ways, and I discovered astrology in 2019 thanks to Sloan Bella. Astrology has been very validating to me about how my life has gone and learning to accept the difficulties I’m going though and figuring out, through reading and hearing NDEs and through astrology, that my soul signed up for this trip I’m on.
I’m now back to enjoying my happy moon (8 positive aspects) and flying my natal kite while swimming in my watery/air grand trine, when I’m not grinding my teeth down in anger at others and my frustration with having to live this chronic illness life. I’m no longer distressed, distraught, and afraid all the time like I was in 2013. Instead, I see this as a challenge and a test I set up for myself and I’m to get through the bad stuff and enjoy whatever good comes my way ’til the day I die (naturally).
Thank you so much for your awesome content and videos, Acyuta. You’re helping me along in my journey through this tough, trying, extremely painful, yet beautiful and at times, rewarding life. I found you by looking for astrology videos on YT regarding aspects in my natal chart.
Hi Acyuta-bhava Das,
You were asking about what was happening to us in 2013 in your video regarding the Taurus/Scorpio nodal axis placement back then on your recent YT video.
In 2013 I was coming to terms with having become disabled by ME/CFS , Fibro and Endometriosis. I’d been in mourning about not being able to work anymore for the past decade and I had lost most of my familial and in-law relationships, my friends were long gone, and my marriage was very trying much of the time.
I’d been learning about emotional/verbal abuse which was completely new to me back then and I found out that those of us who are disabled are the most abused in society. I was continually reading books about setting boundaries (for the first time in my life), cutting Ns out of my life, figuring out how to navigate my intense emotions around all these losses, and I had just embarked on working with a personal therapist which lasted for the next 7 years.
In 2013, the collective North Node was in my 12th house and the South Node was in my 6th house.
I’ve gotten much worse physically since 2013, but I’m way better emotionally than I was back then because I’ve learned a great deal about human psychology, how chronic illness affects one’s life in all kinds of ways, and I discovered astrology in 2019 thanks to Sloan Bella. Astrology has been very validating to me about how my life has gone and learning to accept the difficulties I’m going though and figuring out, through reading and hearing NDEs and through astrology, that my soul signed up for this trip I’m on.
I’m now back to enjoying my happy moon (8 positive aspects) and flying my natal kite while swimming in my watery/air grand trine, when I’m not grinding my teeth down in anger at others and my frustration with having to live this chronic illness life. I’m no longer distressed, distraught, and afraid all the time like I was in 2013. Instead, I see this as a challenge and a test I set up for myself and I’m to get through the bad stuff and enjoy whatever good comes my way ’til the day I die (naturally).
Thank you so much for your awesome content and videos, Acyuta. You’re helping me along in my journey through this tough, trying, extremely painful, yet beautiful and at times, rewarding life. I found you by looking for astrology videos on YT regarding aspects in my natal chart.