Jupiter Conjunct Neptune Readings and Stories

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Hey everyone, this is Acyuta-bhava from Nightlight Astrology. And today we are doing another live stream to talk about the stories that you guys have been sharing from this recent Jupiter Neptune conjunction, which was exact yesterday, but is still very much in the air today and really for the rest of this entire month of April. So that is our kind of agenda for the day. But as I'm going live right now, I want to give the opportunity for people to stream to join the live stream.

So Jupiter's conjunction with Neptune stretches all the way through the rest of this month of April. So if you guys have more stories to share, we can add to the stories I'm going to share with you today and keep maybe keep them around for another episode because this is such a big transit that I feel like you know, don't be surprised if the gist of this transit you know, the impact I should say of this transit hasn't really hit you yet. There's a lot of time. There's a lot of time on the clock yet with this one. And remember that oftentimes horizons start expanding and opening at this time, but the gestation and development of what's growing under a Jupiter Neptune conjunction doesn't exactly show up on the day of the conjunction. I want to mention something that happened yesterday. This is pretty cool. And I'm gonna see if I can actually bring up the story. Yeah, this is the story. I'm just pulling up CBS. And I'm going to screen share this with you guys. You might remember yesterday I talked about horizon expanding moments culturally or in science, I mentioned a bunch of key dates like the, you know, first mass production of the electric car, or lots of major developments in the history of NASA and space aviation exploration, the Hubble telescope, but also cultural expansion, the integration of black people in universities in the South. That was a major milestone moment of greater diversity or the it's not the end product, right? It's a step toward the the goal which is a much more, you know, accepting society, let's say.

And I don't know if we can be perfectly accepting. I don't know if that's even possible, but like, that's a big step in the right direction, right. So you see these milestone moments of greater integration, greater appreciation for diversity, etc. And I mentioned that you had the first black player in Major League Baseball inducted into the Hall of Fame under a previous Jupiter Neptune transit now is that the biggest event in the world? No. But that opened the door that expanded the horizon for so many more things that would come in integrating people of different colours and backgrounds and races and professional sports. Well, something happened yesterday under the Jupiter Neptune transit that I thought was worth mentioning. Now remember, I had no knowledge of this beforehand, which is what makes it so incredible to me. But here's the story.

So the story is Giant's Alyssa Nakken. I think that's how you say her last name becomes first woman to coach on field in regular season major league baseball game. On the coat on she stepped on the field yesterday versus the Padres. I think a coach was ejected. And she was on the coaching staff but not on the field. This is the first time a woman was on the field as a coach in Major League Baseball. There it is. Isn't that incredible? We just talked about that expansion in cultural expansion in sports yesterday. That happened under a Jupiter Neptune transit a long time ago. And this is a similar one. Now that's not you know, is that to me, is that the world's most important news yesterday. No, I'm not trying to say that at all. But what I am trying to say is, notice the pattern, notice how the Jupiter Neptune comes in and starts to expand the horizon starts to help us move beyond some place that's very familiar starts dreaming of a new future starts incorporating a larger hole than has previously been envisioned. Okay, so that's what Jupiter Neptune is all about. And those are the kinds of stories that I'm excited to share with you today, a lot of which are reflected in the kinds of stories that you guys have been sharing using the hashtag grabbed.

Now, I would remind all of you guys the stories that I'm going to read to you guys today, they're such good stories. And as we're going along, please feel free to continue entering stories into the chatbox. Today after I get through stories, I'm going to do some live readings. And take you know, take some Birth Chart readings and give you guys some tips for reading transits at home. Hopefully you guys will find that useful. And then if you ever want to share your stories about a transit that we're talking about, occasionally I do these episodes, this is a live one. But if you're new to my channel, I will do episodes where I literally just share stories that are reflective of the transit. We do this for two reasons. One, so that we can learn more about the transits the symbolism of the planets and be good students of astrology, hearing stories, talking to clients, living the stories of the transits is the best way to learn way more than books. So that's the one you know, one really good reason. But the second reason is that, in doing this as we get to know the planets and see them appear in our lives, we go from being grabbed by life and reacting to it in a way that is not conscious, to becoming more reflective, more participatory. And we go from the meaning of the planet as Groff I mean, grabber to grasping to understanding and to living in a almost like a greater alignment. Like, like, the universe wants us to move through this life gracefully. It's like actually, it's like a song and you can play along, actually, it's like a dance and there's a step and if you find it, you can dance along. And it's that standpoint that you know, as astrology as a spiritual practice is trying to bring us into that place. So that's what we do this series is to help us remember the music that is our lives and knowing that being in step with it is almost always more important than what happens or whether it's good or bad. It's you know, life is soulful, which is beyond good and bad. And in order for it to be soulful, you have to you have to play along with the music of the spheres. So that's what we're doing that's why we do this. Alright, so let's get into them today.

Okay, so here's some of the stories that you guys have shared. Minutes after the Jupiter and Neptune perfected their conjunction, I received an email from a lawyer from the state office for international legal protection of children that I've been in touch with since my divorce eight or so years ago. This office helps to get alimony that is not paid from ex partners that reside in for In countries, she wrote me after a few years providing me with an update about an upcoming court date in the US with my ex husband. He was served before but never showed up. And with this information, she mentioned that there was a recent change in my home country's legislation. And I may now apply for substitutional alimony from the state. This Jupiter Neptune conjunction is happening in my seventh house of marriage. Tthat was really like a super profound example where here's Jupiter and Neptune coming together in the seventh house, and they represent something that's been a long time in process, something that you have not been receiving a form of support and aid that should be there, but it's not and now you're finding out oh, well, it's going to start streaming and there is an avenue now for me to start receiving something that an ex has, you know, failed to support me in. So congrats. I hope that goes really well for you. What a beautiful story. Yeah, really, really super great example. There's a lot of good ones too.

I've loved science since I was a kid and wanted to be a scientist. since I can remember I was an eager student of biology, but always struggled to believe in myself, for many reasons. One being that I didn't really see any scientist who looked like me as I progressed through my education, I'm an African American female. Even after finishing my PhD in microbiology at a prestigious school University of Chicago, I still felt like I didn't fit in anywhere and didn't think I could ever have my own lab. Only the most talented researchers rise to be a principal investigator leading their own lab, about 8% of doctoral researchers. A couple of years ago, my mentor encouraged me to apply for a programme at NIH where I'm a postdoctoral fellow if they only select one scholar per year, the first year I applied last year, I was rejected and not at all surprised, then it came around this year, I needed some convincing to apply. But I did it after my mentor again encouraged me yesterday, I found out that I got it. This changes everything in my life. But the changes don't happen immediately. Rather, it opens along an exciting path that I previously thought was closed to me that I didn't dare dream of. It's the greatest opportunity I've ever had. I feel ready for it yet. I'm still in shock. Wow, first of all that's amazing. Congratulations. Super, super awesome. We are very happy for you. And that is first of all, it hits a number of things that we've been talking about over the last few days of this transit report. One is that there's a new horizon expanding in front of you. Are you at the end of the rainbow yet you know, have you crossed that far distant horizon or realise that or grasp that yet? No. But it's now open and you can see it and there's this big gateway that's sort of opening and and a new vision that's flooding into your life that's what Jupiter Neptune tends to be about. So you can see so many people in the in the in the YouTube section right now and on Facebook are saying congratulations from Facebook. So good congrats. Everyone's really happy for you. That's a fantastic Jupiter Neptune story is so uplifting, so nice, by the way to not be doing a grabbed episode where there's like a major Pluto transit. You know, there were some heavy stories but like you know, it's a little different than you know, the Pluto transits usually and if for example, yesterday the subway shooting in New York City, very sun in Aries square Pluto and Capricorn. That one which is also unfortunately sort of perfecting right now but remember we get a whole month of this and exalted Venus is about to get in it with Jupiter and Neptune as well. That's a whole second wave of, of kind of uplifting energy that we'll be talking about.

Grabbed in my eighth house: randomly a man volunteered to be my sugar daddy and to pay me the rent in exchange for nothing. It didn't feel right to me. So I refused. But this manifestation was quite funny. That is a very eighth house light thing and a very Buyer beware. It's very typical Jupiter Neptune in the eighth like buyer beware, maybe you know, are you sure you want to accept that? Yeah, so here's another one from online. Yesterday, I attended my first meeting of a local grief support group after struggling with grief, grief and deep last for a couple of years. That's fantastic. Yeah. Isn't that amazing how something redemptive can come when Jupiter and Neptune get together?

Speaking of that, this is a good time to interject my own story. I wanted to share one from Jupiter Neptune. So yesterday, although it's weird, like, here I am someone who drinks ayahuasca for 10 years of my life and writes a book about it and all that stuff. ButI have remained somewhat sceptical I have past life regression therapy. It's not that I don't believe that it's real. It's just, I don't know, I've just I've been like, you know, how much attention do I want to give past lives like my bhakti yoga tradition, we talk a lot about presence, as opposed to sort of, you know, like, you've had so many past lives, it's sort of like just, you know, sort of focus on being present. But that's not to say that I have anything against it. It's just it's always been like, I don't know if it's really my priority to do like a past life regression thing. But I kept getting this, these hits of like, working on some of my own, you know, everyone's got their own personal stuff they're working on I've got mine too. And I see a therapist a union regularly. And I thought, you know, I want to like, I feel like I need a little bit more of an embodied experience right now. It's been a while, kind of prompted by going on vacation and being in the sun and just feeling like something a little bit more psychosomatic. So I'm just, I'm doing some hypnotherapy starting next week, which should be interesting. I've never done that before, either.

But yesterday, I did a past life regression, I happened to schedule it, you know, on Jupiter, Neptune's conjunction day. And, holy cow. It was, it was really, really interesting and very healing. I had a really good experience. I mean, it wasn't not all of it was easy. But good, you know, and I feel like what was so interesting about it was that there was I won't really go into it, I'm going to keep it sort of personal. But there was one like sort of past life image that came up around being a fisherman was like so was so Jupiter Neptune. Anyway, so that was kind of just an of like a really sort of random thing that came in and it ended up being this very healing, kind of horizon expanding understanding that came into my life yesterday because of a past life regression thing that I did. So I thought I would share that one with you guys. Let me move on and tell you some more. I love that people are like, Oh, I'm catching the live stream. See, if you click the little notification bell too I guess they tell you and then you can, you know, you can show up when I do them.

Good question coming in here before I go on, with whom did you do your Ayahuasca journey? I did it with a number of different groups. I was at the Santo Daimi for quite some time. I was with Blue Morpho and Iquitos Peru and then I went to a few other lodges in Peru at one point worked with a group in New York City you know, so some of it obviously not totally. I don't think ayahuasca was like legal when I did some of them in the United States and I wouldn't do that or refer people to that any longer. But yeah, I did some of the United States too. Okay, let's see here. This is from Anna in Minneapolis. I loved the story. I started the process of finding water and drilling a well on my property in February of 2021, April 12 2022, as Jupiter and Neptune conjoin water finally began flowing at the surface came up and started flowing at the surface. Like can you you can't that's crazy. Like that was that was like easily one of my favourites. Thank you, Anna from Minneapolis. That was incredible. Really cool. Love to hear that.

So let's go on to another one. This one is pretty cool as well. My partner quit his job today. This had been planned for months. But we also realised that it marked the 50 month anniversary with the company to the day. So they realised that it marked some kind of anniversary with the company on the same day. He pays attention to the stars and soda. Why but after business has interrupted our habits, we were both unaware of the perfection. The conjunction perfecting today, he found out yesterday and it was the perfect yes sign from the universe you are on your path. So there was some congruence between the start date and the end date of his work with this company. And they didn't even realise that it was coming around full circle as Jupiter conjoin Neptune. Well, whatever the future may hold now you can see the door kind of opening. It's really interesting. Yeah, in fact, this is really cool. Someone asked me did you check out Brian Weiss? You know, the cool thing about it is that I've known this person who does regression work and I think I might have her come on my YouTube channel just to talk about it a little bit because it's I don't know it's really interesting to me, and I think you guys might find it interesting too. Oh, and we might talk about like astrology and past life, you know, past life signatures in the chart or regression or something like that. I think it'd be a fun, like a fun conversation. And I was talking to her yesterday was like, you know, we're what's your background? She's like, Well, my teacher was Brian Weiss. So she studied with Brian Weiss. Oh, that's really cool.

Okay, so on April 5, both Jupiter and Neptune directly aspected my natal ascendant which is in Pisces. I also happen to be in my second Saturn Return. To top that off, it's my mom's 85th birthday, and she's been diagnosed with a terminal condition. So I've been wanting to see and spend as much time as possible as I can with her. We live about 900 miles apart. So it's been a challenge. I was planning on jumping on a quick flight down to surprise her for her birthday but decided I better not because I hadn't been feeling the best. Then out of what seemed like the blue I started throwing up, I threw up over and over until there was nothing left but it wouldn't stop. I woke my husband at midnight and told him I think you'd better get me to the emergency room because Nothing like this had ever happened and I was having terrible pain. At the hospital they gave me a CT scan and an ultrasound I found out that I had an acute gallbladder attack with a stone lodged in one of my ducts and needed surgery immediately. I had my gallbladder removed through my belly button on my mother's birthday. While under anaesthesia or coming out of it. I dreamt that I was a multicoloured butterfly being birthed to my mother as her birthday gift. It was definitely a trip. That's, that's wild. That is just crazy.

Would you be open to recommending any retreats for ayahuasca, I feel like it's a personal choice. At the end of the day, you should do your research, I would recommend going to a place that has a you know, an indigenous, curandero like an ayahuascero, who's you know, from Peru, and maybe there's people studying under them there. But like, that was my experience, like the master shaman there, there was a lineage of them. And Don Alberto was his name. And it was at the Blue Morpho Lodge in Iquitos. And there were Westerners there as well, a guy named Hamilton and some other people. And I felt very safe, very protected. It's a wild experience. And there's tonnes of personalities and characters and like, you kind of have to be okay with that. You know, there's a lot of people coming there for a lot of different reasons, and you're all sort of thrown into the soup together. But I found that I drank in a few other places in South America with shamans from South America and found that those were the deepest and felt the sturdiest to me. So that's what I would recommend. The place I went was called Blue Morpho. But I think the shaman who was originally there from Peru is now at a different lodge as well, a lot of the times as the lodges grow, you know, the band will break up and different lodges will emerge and it's not necessarily because of any hatred or anything sometimes I guess but.

Lizzie said my past life regression is very quick and for lack of a better word stung Oh, yeah, I mean, I guess some you know, different different difficult stuff can come up for sure. All right, let's keep going. Yesterday I was on the morning bhakti wise chant with you. I was leading like a chanting section session in Loka and Vidarbha class, which I promoted a while ago. If you guys remember on the Bhagavad Gita, it was odd since I'm usually listening to a taped video log or interacting about horary questions I brought to you recently, and packing for my move. I had found a little bag of vegan gummies I ever thought I thought they were a sample I didn't notice the 800 milligramme on the package, I ate about 10 of my son's edibles. So this is a person who's eating pot gummies not knowing that that's what she's eating. Taking a break. And before I started getting high, I picked up the Kindle version of your book fishers of men where you were poetically describing an Ayahuasca experience when it suddenly hit me. Like proxy got everyone high last week talking about ayahuasca so much. For unfortunately, after initially thinking I was getting ill that I was having a stroke or that I was dying. I figured out what was going on and I knew I was in for a ride knowing these aspects of Jupiter and Neptune helped. I thought about sending you this grabbed, but my hands wouldn't work. So I figured I'd wait until today. My hands wouldn't work. That's the best. It's 24 hours later, and I'm still somewhat affected. One of the Vows I took over 50 years ago on my bhakti sound path with my master was no alcohol or drugs. Ha ha ha. It was interesting. I'm a different person having this experience from the me that took drugs when I was in my late teens and 20s. I'm almost 74 now. It was interesting.

I feel like sort of responsible. Like, I've taken a vow too not to like, you know, do drugs and I don't take psychedelics anymore. But I'm certainly a cheerleader for you know, entheogenic experiences done in the right setting for the sake of healing and opening spiritual doorways in your life. I'm sorry, a bit rubbed off. All right. Anyway, so Jupiter, Neptune, Jupiter conjunct Neptune. Today, my cat passed after his 18th birthday. This cat was the closest and most miraculous relationship I've had with an animal and I've had a few. The moment of his passing was beautiful and peaceful. He was bathing in sunlight surrounded by our family and our other cat that came to our home. I'm thankful for the blessing of having so many years with this cat companion, but I'm crying all the time, an era has ended. So yeah, an era has ended. Well, it's just amazing how I've honestly seen that a few times where Jupiter Neptune contacts can be about this very peaceful but bittersweet moment of transition, like a sea change or someone's passing away. Or there's an end of an era. A door opening but another one closing with a feeling of completion and deep emotional release around it. Yeah, that's, that's hard. Yeah, that's, that's hard. Few people here showing their condolences and especially if you're an animal lover. I'm an animal liker. Like, I have dogs and I'm always like, you're mostly good. I mostly like you but like, I have like real annoyance with with our dogs too. Like I have like a real, like, they get like they both like sort of get on my nerves, but then I love them and it goes back and forth. I must have some karma around dogs in a past life.

Okay, um, I love this one. This is so good. My parents took my 97 year old grandfather out to dinner. He hadn't been out in a while he wore his world war two veteran hat as he usually does. A heavily tattooed couple paid for his and my parents dinner. He was moved to tears. On the way back home. My mom said, Aren't they wonderful people? I know you haven't always loved all the tattoos. But aren't they wonderful, generous people. My 97 year old grandfather replied, I'm changing. I don't care about those things anymore. It sounds very conservative. But it's beautiful how this nearly 100 year old man can have his heart softened, and his mind changed because of kindness. Now it's never too late for a new horizon to open up. Isn't that beautiful? What a beautiful, just a simple, beautiful story. Love that.

After a long and complicated process, my husband received an inheritance which means we can finally buy our own home PIP Brophy shares in the YouTube comments section. That's a beautiful Neptune Jupiter Neptune here's another one getting a divorce this year after 30 years on and off again a seventh house transit see it's weird how like there can be a moment that's actually painful that that suggests the changing of the guard a whole new world a whole new horizon that's opening up but there's tears upon the entryway there's water pouring out there's Grief and Healing that are a part of it. That's also Jupiter Neptune All right. Let's see here. Just the night before Okay, doubt about it. I booked a trip to the beach by myself and a one day camping adventure with camp camping adventure by a river with my lifelong fan friends, water fantasies and gatherings are coming up.

So they as this is coming together Jupiter Neptune they book a trip to the beach and a one day camping adventure by a river with lifelong friends. So like a reunion by beach and water with friends. That sounds very Jupiter Neptune. Be curious to hear what house that was happening in. You said it is your fifth house the house of joy It's great house a pleasure. My sister after 30 years of marriage that entailed a lot of stress and struggle has been able to finally forgive her husband and adopt a positive attitude for the future. Forgiveness is such a signature that is just such a such a Jupiter Neptune signature love that. Nikki in the comment section says she's getting married this year. There's a there's a Jupiter Neptune Yeah, Lizzie said this will end in tears. Yeah, there's, you know, it's like Jupiter. Neptune is such a it's the good kind. I feel like it's the good kind. You guys. I feel like if you're gonna cry with Jupiter, Neptune, it's probably going to feel good. Haley says she loves that story of forgiveness. Yeah, I do too. I love when people are able to just dig into a deep well of forgiveness.

You know, actually, one of the amazing things that happened to me yesterday that I should also share is I was able to talk to someone, someone close in my life that just checked in to make sure that an old beef between us was like, we're good, right? And it was like, we're totally, we're good. But like, I love you for even thinking to ask that. You know what I mean? You ever feel that way when someone like doesn't need to apologise, but they do. And I don't know. It just makes you love them a lot more gonna start crying if I talked about it more, so I'll keep going. Let's see here. So I have an ex husband who is abusive to both me and my two daughters. His natal son is at 22 degrees of Pisces. Now that's right where the conjunction is happening at 23. When I left him, he went on a drug and alcohol induced psychotic rage stalked us and eventually went to prison. In the divorce, the judge awarded me half of his pension in order for the girls and I to rebuild our lives. Unfortunately, the pension my ex husband had was an annuity. And that meant we couldn't touch that money until he was retired, disabled or deceased. On Monday night, my ex overdosed and passed away. As a result, my daughter and I will finally be receiving that income. Wow. The way I found out about his death, my oldest saw a Facebook post and called me I'm still in shock but I'm also in awe of the direct translation of the current astrological weather and the birth charts within my family. Yeah, that's a big wow. That's a that is a big wow right there you know, that's a that's a moment that has to feel like you are you're feeling like, you know, relieved on a certain level and heartbroken on a certain level. Like it's also tragic, but there's something about it that must be relieving.

It's kind of like the picture that comes to my mind as if you're dehydrated, wandering through the desert and rain is rolling in and it finally starts raining like it's relieving. But like the the underlying feeling of having been, you know, starved for water malnourished. Totally dehydrated is like it's also still there like it doesn't go away right away just because it starts raining. They have to start receiving the ground has to start getting moist again, there's healing that has to be done but at least that process is perhaps beginning at this point on a new level or a deeper level.

I have three stories I didn't even think of this one so the yesterday I was on my way to the gym to work out. So stupid. And I was on my I was on my way to the gym to work out yesterday and I got pulled over. So there's this one part of the road that I drive down where it's a school zone. So you have to slow down which I do every day. I always slow down there, right? And but then right after the school zone like after you get out of it, there's probably a quarter mile of a road that's basically like right through the woods and there's nobody ever there and then you turn onto a road where the speed limit goes up. So I always I'm not gonna lie I always on that stretch, just up my speed limit to the next zone speed limit, knowing I'm just going to hit that and like try to save a little bit of time. So there happen to be a cop sitting off on the side of the road and he gets out, you know, and like, he starts coming, I see the cop and I'm like, I'm screwed right away and he starts pulling off and there's nobody else there. So I just pull over like he couldn't even turn his lights on. And I was already. I was like, busted. So he comes up behind me. And he's like, you know, ask for my licence or whatever. And he goes, you know, do you know what the speed limit is here, sir? And I go, Yeah, it's it's 30. It goes, you know how fast you're going? And I go, Yeah, I was going 45. And I go, but let me just tell you, sir, officer, I travel this road every single day on my way to the gym. And I will tell you after I'm past that elementary school, and this little dead patch here, I've done it like every day because the speed limit up there goes up to 55. And I'm really sorry, but that's just my habit. And like, I'll break the habit. It's a bad habit won't do it again. So I just got honest to him about the fact that I speed around that corner every single day. And he started laughing. He started, he started cracking up. And he goes, All right, well, you know, he handed me my ID. And he was like, in that case, that's good. Just don't do it again. And you know, just just keep going on your way. It was dead. It was just the two of us. I come over the corner, I see him I pull over before he can even barely pull out and turn on his lights. He comes up and I just totally tell him the truth. I'm like, Don't worry, I never speed in that school zone. But I always kind of gun it right around this corner. And I'm really sorry, I shouldn't do that. And he was like, Alright, that's good enough for me, you can go. Like, okay, that was like, such a Jupiter Neptune moment to where I felt like, like, that could have been expensive ticket. So at any rate, I thought that was kind of a funny moment of grace. Like, were you there's something that could go wrong that you ate ends up sort of being okay.

I did have the thought, by the way, as I was driving, I did have the thought I was like, you know, this is just, you know, the world we live in the unfortunate truth is that like, depending on your race, your gender, your skin colour, there's not a there's not a guarantee that that goes the exact same way for someone else, even if they do tell the truth. It's just that that and I just had that insight. As I was going, I was like, you know, it's just the weird way that things are in this world. So let's go to I've got a whole bunch more stories here. This one's kind of fun. I was getting my garden beds ready for the growing season by digging up rocks and removing them from the area. One bigger rock I dug up appeared to be a piece of granite with a big vein of this dark green stone. After identifying the stone in the vein as apitite, I decided to look up the healing properties of the stone this is one quote of the stones metaphysical properties that I found. When confusion clouds our true perception of self it's like a thick fog rolling in blocking our vision and causing a highway hazard. The apitite crystal helps to clear away the fog because it reminds us that what lies before and behind are of little consequence. After reading that description. I saw it as a sign from Jupiter or Neptune that I was in the right moment at the right time. That's a really nice one. I love that. Yeah. This Jupiter Neptune conjunction is perfecting right on top of my natal natal Mercury in pisces.

Very, very recently, I had my first Ayahuasca experience to keep it short, I'll just talk about one part of it that seems most applicable. I've been struggling with anxiety and depression, pretty much my whole life. But really badly the last two years, I have asked showed me how my looping thoughts were literally making me sick and killing me. And I ended up throwing up but like you talked about it was as if the psychic energy of that anxiety and depression was being purged. It was a level of surrender that was being asked to me that I had never experienced before. But once I did let go, I had one of the most beautiful experiences of my life. Yeah, it's weird, like Ayahuasca will take you to a point that just breaks you. It's like, you have to It's weird. How Iosco will just take you into these spaces where it's like, there's so much fear, anxiety and holding on to something and all of a sudden, you get to this point, and you're like I'm holding on, I'm just gonna let go. And when you let go, it's amazing. Like, you'll just bar for puke or crap your pants or whatever, like whatever. And then or you might scream or you might start laughing or crying or sobbing or suddenly you just you let go and then all of a sudden, whatever comes out of you, there's no judgement about it. There's no embarrassment about it. There's no humiliation about it. There's just the letting go of energy that you've been holding on to. And all of a sudden you go yeah, how could I ever forget? How could I ever forget coming back to this place where, you know, I just let things pass through me. You know, it's I had that quote so many times from the Bible come up the phrase, a peace that passes understanding. Like, I'm not here to have to understand every last thing or every last experience, but I have to I have to keep allowing them to flow through me I can't hold on and bear down and white knuckle this thing or I'm in real trouble and time and time again you just you're brought to life will do this doesn't have to be Ayahuasca could just be life. You know so many different modalities that can help us to let go and surrender and Jupiter Neptune is just a great transit for that surrendering for that letting go.

This is what we're going to end with. I was really delighted for this person. I'm a Sagittarius rising so the conjunction is falling in my fourth house on Monday, something in my toilet broken my bathroom was completely flooded within minutes after flushing the toilet. On the actual conjunction, I spent the day with a person who is a walking embodiment of Neptune at a giant lake and we spontaneously ended up at a Beach Boys concert and I cried. And then they add, I wrote a poem out of nowhere I have never written a poem before and I realise that this is Jupiter Neptune after reading it back. So here's her poem, the first poem that this ever that this person ever wrote, and I love this. Say it in a riddle say it in a rhyme doesn't say a word in a minute's wasted time. A song played out in the middle of a verse waving the tide writing their curse serpents in the night spinning the dawn shifting every piece the king becomes pawn. Never in check always in queue, casting every wave in the sea and sky blues. There's a vessel adrift no sails set for See, am I lost in the abyss? Or is the Abyss lost in me? A compass distorted in the depths of the blue which one of us is leading the misleading blues, struck like a fork in the spine of your brain. Nothing is simple. Nothing is saying. hear the cries? In the lines of the road we belong. Where are we going? It's where we belong. Congratulations on your first poem. It was beautiful. Keep going keep writing more please. I love it when people write as a former teacher of creative writing English professor for a few years as a grad fellow. Man, I just I love it when people write and when people just let something pour out of them. It's so satisfying. There's so much that we hold inside that if we express not only does it bless other people, but you know it, like it shifts things around that we can't discover new things until we let go of old things.

One of the practices we have with our girls that we just did two days ago, which is very Jupiter Neptune is my daughter really wants this particular dollhouse. She's been asking about it forever. And we were like, okay, you know, finally we don't like to just buy them stuff was like, Okay, well, we'll get her the style house, but then we were like, okay, but in order to do that, we're gonna we have to, you have to go through your toys and find some things that you're not playing with any longer. And we're gonna donate them. And so, you know, trying to teach the concept that like you don't just accumulate stuff in order if you want real new things, you also have to be willing to let go of old things. So that's you know, Jupiter Neptune is is like fertile, but you have to make room for it. There's no room in a heart that's holding on to too much there's no room in a mind that's holding on to too much you have to open it up again and again, which is the same reason that I did the past life regression I was like, you know, I have my jam my bhakti jam I have my astrology jam I Hellenistic jam. Well if there's things that I haven't tried that I don't know about and I need to keep making sure that I bring those things in so that you know there's the water can't come in and you can't water the soil unless you bring new life and so that's really fun. I had a great Jupiter Neptune experience can't wait for the rest of the month to unfold and see what else is coming I know amazing especially for not writing poetry previously.

I like this quote our fight our freakin bodies are 80% Water love it Jupiter Neptune conjunction and my first house same with Venus right now in Pisces got a tattoo and a piercing. Nice, nice. I'd be curious to know like if there was meaning behind like what you chose or that'd be kind of interesting too. I was chosen as a hair model and had my long hair I've had for 30 years cut all off in front of 300 people Monday and today booked on my first class flight for work today. booked on my first first class flight for work today. Oh, that's really cool. Yeah, you know my wife cut off all of her hair. Ashley chopped her hair off. She it was down to her waist almost, she chopped it off. It's just a little bit below her shoulders now. And she donated two locks of love. I think it's called you know, something new. She just was like, I just feel like it's just something new. You know? It's like that Coco Chanel quote, you know, a woman who cuts her hair is about to change her life. You know? It's like that kind of feeling very Jupiter Neptune.

So the rest of this week we're going to take a look also at the Sun coming into a square with Pluto. So lots more good stuff to come thanks everyone we'll see you again tomorrow.